Posts tagged ‘spirituality’

April 26, 2011

how soccer explains…hospitality

Sociologists might suggest that Jews do hospitality so well because they have spent so many centuries being the stranger and the friendless. It is also true that Jewish (and so also Christian) sacred Scripture is thick with the practice of hospitality. More than once, God instructs His people to welcome the stranger because ‘you were strangers in the land of Egypt…Early Christian communities continued these practices of hospitality, attempting to feed the poor, host travelers, visit the imprisoned, invite widows and orphans to join them at mealtime — all expressions of a capacious notion of hospitality.”

–Lauren Winner in Mudhouse Sabbath

Last month I had the opportunity to venture to Denver and attend the Portland Timbers first ever match as an MLS team. I had high aspirations for the trip, and it lived up to most of them. Certainly, there was one part of the trip that exceeded all expectations…the pregame tailgate.

For this particular match, somewhere in the neighborhood of 400 members of the Timbers Army descended on Denver for the match. Most rolled in from Portland, but there were a handful of us exiles who made our way from the far reaches of the country. We made for quite the conspicuous mass. Clad in green. Proudly Portland weird. It was quite the crew.

While it was a big night for the Timbers Army, it was also a big night for the Colorado Rapids supporters. The Rapids won the MLS cup last year, and were celebrating their well-earned victory this particular night. You could forgive them if they were too preoccupied to notice the new kids. They had victories to revel in and a top-dog status that it was their right to properly invoke.

That night the Colorado supporters enjoyed themselves. But you know what? They also went out of their way to make sure that we enjoyed ourselves as well. One particular group (The Bulldog Supporters Group) opened up their local watering hole to the Timbers Army. They invited the entire Timbers Army to their customary pregame tailgate celebration. Instead of smoking one hog, they smoked two. They more than doubled the amount of libation they usually keep on hand for matchday. It was a feast fit for a king, and they were totally cool with the foreigners and aliens crashing their party.  In fact, they insisted on it.

To understand this in its full context, you need to know that the Timbers Army has a reputation. We’re a bit rowdy. Some might say obnoxious. And when you roll like that into someone else’s crib, they can be understandably defensive. Where any response ranging from ambivalence to mild hostility would have been expected and accepted, they opened up their arms and embraced the opponent in their own house while absolutely lavishing us. It was pure class. Even the song/chant war that broke out at the end of the meal was good-natured in its enthusiasm. It was like a jovial soccer version of West Side Story.

One mark of maturity and depth is the ability to be a gracious host. When done right, it can be an embodiment of healthy humility. It shows that we are grounded in the reality that what we have is not our own and that we have been showered with acts of grace and mercy along our own journeys. And if shows that we aren’t so full of ourselves as to be overcome by narcissism to the point where we are blinded to opportunities to love.

I’ll know I’ve reached a point of spiritual maturity when I can be a gracious host to L*kers and S*unders fans. I have some growing to do before I’m to that place, however.
Renew and Restore

November 8, 2010

searching for sabbath

When we moved we had some specific goals regarding making space in life to know God as a couple and as a family.  It’s a reality we weren’t afforded in Kansas City.  It was a struggle to even get to church as a family there for the last year.  I had Sunday commitments once each month, and Stacy was working two weekends most months.  We were struggling to even have dinner together as a family more than once a week, let alone have space and time to intentionally be still and listen in God’s presence.

Our goal coming in was to set apart Sundays.  We wanted to attend worship service together, but then to work hard to not work for the rest of the day, and to try not to spend money on Sundays. It’s a goal we were never going to be able to achieve every Sunday because Stacy works one in five weekends, and I will occasionally speak at our campus-wide Sunday night chapel service.  But a Sunday Sabbath was mostly doable.
So far we have been doing OK.  We found in the last month that our big stumbling block will be entertaining. It takes work to do that on the scale we were doing.  And guests need to eat. They were groups of people we were happy to have with us, but not groups that we necessarily felt we could invite into our Sunday culture of simplicity at this point.  Perhaps sometime.

It makes me realize why the people I knew in KC who dedicated themselves to Sabbath covenanted to start out doing so just twice a month.  Our world is just not programmed to ever stop. It’s gogogogogogogogo all of the time. Not quite as much go in rural America, but still plenty of stuff to do if you don’t set up rest well.

The thing I’ve enjoyed the most about our Sabbathing so far?  The pointing of our week toward the day.  Our prayers at dinner on Saturday night where we talk about God preparing us for the day ahead, and that our time together would reflect the Trinitarian relationship in which God exists. And I’ve also enjoyed the liberation of the day. Working hard on Saturday so that there is space on Sunday.  And even when I don’t get everything done on Saturday, feeling free to protect Sunday and not let the rush creep in.

We aren’t Sabbathing perfectly yet.  We’re still searching for our rhythm.  But we’re getting there. And I like it.

Renew and Restore

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September 14, 2010

the one where Dallas Willard and Darth Maul teach me things

I’ve been really grumpy about Star Wars: Episode I – The Phantom Menace lately.  So grumpy that I chucked all of my Ep I stuff when we moved and have relegated the entire Prequel Trilogy to the category of Apocrypha.  Sorry, George.

My reasons are many, but I won’t rehash all of them here.  I’ll just soapbox about how disappointing the Darth Maul character is.  Even more disappointing than Jar Jar Binks.

Part of this was my fault.  Back in college I watched the Ep I trailer every day in my man Matt K’s room.  He had a sweet-action bubblelicious iMac, and we’d watch it over and over and over and over and over again.  The most mesmerizing part of the whole thing to me was Darth Maul. He looked like such a bad mamma jamma that I was just certain he would inspire the same type of fear and respect that Darth Vader commanded.

Wrong.

Darth Maul was lame. Actually, if there is a word meaning “lamer than lame”, he’s that. He looked mean, but he wasn’t.  He was a puppet.  He hardly did anything.  Shoot, he hardly SAID anything.  Not like Vader, man.  Vader was the opposite.  His words were harsh.  His actions were harsher.  Kidnapping princesses.  Force choking his own officers.  Pursuing his enemies with passion.  Oh, and he didn’t die at the end of Episode IV.  His death was hinted at, but apparently they retrieved him from the depths of space.

Vader is iconic because Vader wasn’t just ruthless, he was the epitome of ruthless.

That’s the mental picture I hold dearly as God has called me to be ruthless.  Don’t worry. It’s a very Jesus-y ruthlessness.  It’s the kind that Dallas Willard talked about when he told John Ortberg that “you must ruthlessly eliminate hurry from your life, for hurry is the great enemy spiritual life in our world today”.

Not try not to hurry.  Not cut back on hurry.  Eliminate it.  Ruthlessly.  Vader that junk straight out of your life.

Because like Eugene Peterson once noted, “Busyness is the enemy of spirituality. It is essentially laziness. It is doing the easy thing instead of the hard thing. It is filling our time with our own actions instead of paying attention to God’s actions. It is taking charge”.

One of our motivations for moving to a small town and having Stacy split a position with one of her best friends was so that we could better pursue spiritual depth.  We were just moving too fast in the city to be able to do that. It was working ok and then we had a kid.  And then we had another kid.  And eventually the duct tape and bubble gum started to lose it’s sticky and the whole thing just about fell in on itself.

It’s not like there is nothing to do in a small town.  There’s plenty to do.  But we were really looking for a chance to set things up well for the long term, and this presented us that opportunity.  It’s been quite the challenge to keep things from getting away from us again.

Before we made the move we made a pact to not adopt any extra responsibilities or activities for the first six months.  We knew it would be an adjustment period as we started new jobs and settled into the community.  We knew we’d have to be ruthless in our fight against hurry because there would be approaches from all sides. Many would be profitable activities, but we wanted to be sure we were committing to the activities we were called to and not just the first dozen opportunities we were afforded.

Fortunately for me, my wife is far more ruthless than I am.  I was considering helping out with the worship team at church.  And teaching the middle school Sunday School class.  And getting our daughter enrolled in gymnastics. And wanting to sign up to help with every single one of the parties at her preschool.

What can I say?  Old habits die hard.

But my wife’s ruthlessness is keeping me in check.  We are signed up to help with one party.  We are considering all of the requests people bring to us.  But we are putting them on hold until January. It’s not easy being ruthless, but it’s necessary.  Because we are still finding our way and getting our spiritual rhythms worked out and discerning the roles God has for us in our new town.

Whatever that calling may be I look forward to embracing with the same level of enthusiasm as the level of ruthlessness with which we’ve eliminated hurry.

Renew and Restore

March 2, 2010

star wars jesus

Some folks are going to find that picture offensive. Me too. Typically, I’m loathe to promote any image advocating an Anglo Jesus that pays no respect to the fact that Jesus was actually Middle Eastern. But you know me. I’m edgy. I’m provocative. I’m post-modern.

Wait, wait, wait. Take that last one back. Star Wars happened “A long time ago in a galaxy far, far away…” So I guess it really isn’t post-anything. That would make me historically-intergalactic more than post-modern. I hope I get to put that on a PhD application someday.

Anywho…rafting sandals aside, that’s a deeply spiritual picture for me. A lot of fundamentalists out there probably think Jesus would never associate with Storm Troopers, but au contraire. Indeed, Jesus associated with Huts (tax collectors), Self-righteous and hypocritical Jedi (Pharisees),  and Lepers (Jawas and Sand People). Jesus could even be seen sharing meals with scum and villainy at Mos Eisley on a regular basis. Can I get an Amen up in here!?!?!?!?!?!!!!

If nothing else, in a world where all kinds of narcissistic fools sport blinged out crosses, isn’t it nice to see Jesus humbly sporting a wooden piece?

This moment of zen deep christian spiritual reflection was made possible by the fine folks over at  For great justice.

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